Swiss Consulate and Indus Valley Presentation

Dekh Magar Pyar Sai (Look, but with love)

with the Swiss Consulk General

Swiss Pakistan friendship mural by Phool Patti

I went to the Swiss Consulate with the Phool Patti team. There was a press conference unveiling of some fiberglass swiss cows that had been painted in truck art style, with spots for signatures. These would be placed in the Karachi domestic and international airport terminals.

It was fun to be part of this event and to see the work up close. I took behind the scenes photos of the event. Afterwards, we head over to Indus Valley, where I gave my presentation to students. It is always fun to share.

Trucks and funny kids

Sometimes before class, Haider Ali and I or Mumtaz bhai and I stop by one of several truck stands where work is done. It’s fun to take photos of the variety of art on display, from painted designs, to intricate wood work and all kinds of ornamentation.The nice folks at Indus Valley put up a little poster for a presentation I plan to give on Wednesday about my work. After the workshops, we head back to Haider Ali’s place. It is a long ride, along bumpy roads, congested traffic and at times powerful smells. It is always a relief to get home, and I’m just a passenger, so I can only imagine how tired Haider must be.

Ali Salman Anchan had sent some goody bags for the kids. It was pretty adorable to see them put on the masks, play with things and eat candy. These moments do wonders to pull me out of the doldrums of waiting and struggling.

Indus Valley and an artist visit

Phool Patti team presenting at Indus Valley

Mumtaz Ahmed

Group photo with Phool Patti teal amd Indus Valley faculty

Sea View

Haider Ali anf Gulraiz Affridi

Sea View

Sea View

Sea View

Haider Ali and I

View from the top

Gulraiz

Painting by Hameed Magsi

Dinner

paan wala

The Phool Patti team began their second week of workshops at Indus Valley with a presentation for this weeks batches of students. Afterwards we head to Sea View, the beach in Clifton for a bit. I called up a few friends I had met at my friend Najib Rashdi’s gallery show when I arrived in Karachi.We went to visit Hameed Magsi at his office. He shared a really cool music video and several other video and animation projects that were very inspiring. It was a lot of fun to just share each other’s art. His paintings are also really beautiful.Music video Magsi sahib shared with us:

Meda Ishq Vi Toon Remix Version by Palvasha Hassan from Cybo Entertainment on Vimeo.

A few other folks dropped by the studio and we ended up having a pretty good time just talking about each other’s work.

Table and pick me up!

Once again, the kids came to visit. I love how little Fatima just looks up at you with this little pleading look, arms raised, fingers moving for you to pick her up. Who could say no?I also took a photo of one of Haider Ali’s beautifully designed and intricately hand painted tables. This is why I brought a whole section of my film to Phool Patti, to create a collaboration. Their work is excellent.It was another day of working on drawings and blog entries. I’m glad to have a break from the hostel in Jamshoro, and to be with my friend Haider Ali and his family.

Little picker uppers

The little ones came by to visit in the morning. They love to rearrange their father’s work. This time it was the beautiful tea sets painted by Haider Ali and Mumtaz bhai. They come up the stairs, peek around the corner a few times, then walk around all happy. They make their way to the things they are not supposed to touch, then pause, look at me, then go pick things up. Both are so silly. They just love picking things up from one place, depositing them someplace else, including in my hands and then repeating.Other than that, I worked on some drawings I needed to finish up to hand off to Haider Ali. He also spent the day catching up on work that his workshops at Indus Valley did not allow time for during the week.

A day in Sadar

A Karim Solangi’s beautiful work

A Karim Solangi’s beautiful work

Breakfast the next morning with my uncle was great. Meanwhile, my cousin’s little one was hopping around gleefully, watching Kung Fu Panda, which was sweet.We head out, dropped my cousin at his office, then Anwar sahib, his driver, graciously dropped me off in Sadar, at the Culture Department. I was hoping to see my friend Fatah sahib and also pick up a hard to find book that they had published. The book store was locked up and no one knew where the shopkeeper was. My friend was busy in endless meetings, but I managed to say hello.I did not mind sitting in the air conditioned room. I met a new friend named Momin. He also happens to be adapting Shah Latif’s work on Sur Sorath for stage. It was very interesting to discuss how each of us was interpreting the same story and poetry. We ended up going out in search of the shopkeeper. It turned out, he was at the arts council down the street, setting up a stall for a Sindhi culture event. Information really gets lost here.The event was in the evening, but I got to see most of the stalls. I picked up a few ajraks for puppet clothes, and a book of Sindhi poetry by Sachal Sarmast translated into Urdu. Afterwards we hung out for a while, then went back to Fatah sahib at the culture department. I head out to explore some more of Sadar after that.I walked around for hours, checking things out, searching for some books shops on my list. I managed to visit all but one, grab some lunch, sweat profusely and get very tired over the course of several hours. I picked up a few interesting books related to cultures I have not explored literature from yet in Pakistan. It does pay off to visit each of these stores.

I also picked up some lace for a puppet dress. Some of these things, I felt I need to pick out myself and send to the puppet makers, as ajrak is an important symbol of Sindh, so needed to choose the right pattern and I wanted to make sure the lace looked good with it. It was nice to buy the ajrak from the actual artist who made it.I walked back to the culture department, enjoyed the air conditioning and talked to other people waiting there. There are a lot of fascinating people that come there. I made a few calls related to my film. Eventually, my friends Haider Ali and Mumtaz bhai joined me and we sat down with Fatah sahib for a while, before heading out.

We ate some cholay chaat on the way home, which is dangerous for my unaccustomed stomach. I risked it, but avoided the watermelon drink. All of us were tired from a long day of working as we discussed plans and possibilities.

Mohatta Palace Reunion

I had Haider Ali sahib drop me off at Mohatta Palace on his way to work. It’s a beautiful, privately owned museum that I had visited 11 years ago, when I was in Karachi before. There was a beautiful exhibit on the history of map making. One of the staff members recognized me, as we had met back in 2008, when he was studying in Jamshoro. He had seen a facebook photo of me at Najib sahib’s exhibition the night before and recognized me. That changed the whole visit. He gave such a rich inside look at the pieces and process of putting the show together. It was fascinating and I really appreciate the immense effort and value in the work that the team did.I also picked up Abida Parveen’s CD set of Shah Jo Risalo. Afterwards, I walked around Clifton, then grabbed a rickshaw over to Sadar, which is an older part of the city. I started looking for some older bookstores there, and looked at one. By that time, the car my cousin had sent to pick me up had arrived, and I travelled in comfort from Sadar. I’m not used to such luxury, after these months on this trip.We made a little stop at the National Book Foundation as it was on my list of places to go to. It was funny following the signs into the building, that lead to a sign that said the book shop had moved. It was not clear where, so I asked around. Walked out a back gate, down an alley, past a building and found it. I was hoping to find books from different languages and provinces of Pakistan, translated into Urdu. I didn’t really find anything that wasn’t already easy to find. A bit disappointed I head out, got back in the car and head on my way to see my cousin.It was fun to catch and I ended up spending the night there as he lives a bit further out of town. Since I last saw him years ago, he has added a few little additions to his family. Dinner was amazing.

Indus Valley

We road through all kinds of crazy streets to get to one of the spots where the Phool Patti team was painting a truck. Mumtaz bhai and Gulraiz were hard at work in the sun. After that, we went to the Indus Valley College of Art and Design. I joined Haider Ali for the day and got to meet lecturers there and see the work of students. I got to take a fun tour of the college. The main buildings were deconstructed piece by piece and rebuilt at their present location to preserve them from being demolished. What an amazing feat. The rest of the buildings were built to compliment those main buildings.

I also worked on some more drawings to hand off to Haider Ali, for his portion of my film “Risalo”. It will be interesting to see how this collaboration works. After a day of teaching, Haider Ali took me over to Mumtaz bhai and Gulraiz, still hard at work on the truck form the morning. That is a long and exhausting day of work in the sun.We sat down afterwords in a room close by. We had some snacks and biryani. The heat is pretty tough. Afterwards, we zipped through insane traffic to get home.

Back to Karachi

Time to go to Karachi. I spent the morning packing and prepping to go to Karachi. My friend Najib sahib had a gallery opening as well. I would either take the bus or ride down with Najib sahib if he had space in his car. He pulled up after his class and invited me to join him, which really made things easier and more comfortable and fun for me.It had been a long time since I had sat in an air conditioned car, and the luxury was much appreciated. We picked up another artist friend from CEAD and head out no the road. We grabbed some food along the way, enjoyed some beautiful landscapes, then visited another artist in Karachi, before going to the show at the Canvas gallery in Clifton.

My friends Haider Ali and the Phool Patti team joined us there too and it was great to see them. The show was a lot of fun, featuring four artists. Najib sahib is a fantastic artist and it was great to see his work in a show, though he has so much more beautiful art hidden away in his home. I hope to see more of it in gallery shows soon!Afterwards, I head out with Haider Ali sahib, just like back in February. He was teaching a 2 week long workshop at the Indus Valley School of Art and Design. We went back to his home, enjoyed some food and catching up. It was great to see his family again too.

Happy Birthday!

Javed sahib and Muhib sahib, giving their time and effort to put together the Sindhi script.

It was my wife’s birthday, across the border. Well, at least I sent her a little animated birthday card I made.I spent the day working on drawings, then towards the evening my friend Javed came by and we went over to Shahid’s place and worked on the Sindhi script. After a few hours, Muhib sahib joined us as well. They are both very busy, with so much going on, so it was a big help and I can’t appreciate them enough. This was a much needed push.Afterwards, I caught up a bit with my wife on Skype and then stayed up until about 3am just putting together the formatting etc for the script to prep it for a final double check. I decided I would head down to Karachi and get the Phool Patti artists started on sur Karayal paintings, and work out the finalization of scripts while I was away. I just need to do whatever I can during the time I have despite a myriad of obstacles and shifting plans beyond my control.

Let's meet at...never

After a great night’s sleep I got ready, then worked on some drawing. Najib sahib prepared some breakfast and we hung out for a while. I was supposed to meet a musician to get some leads on female singers who could sing Shah Latif’s poetry well. In the evening, I was going to work with friends to get the remaining portion of the Sindhi script typed up. So, around 11am, I head back to the hostel and started prepping for the rest of the day.At noon, I called the musician as he had told me to. No answer. Over the next two hours, I ate lunch and kept checking back and calling. Of course there was no answer. I feel like Jamshoro has an epidemic of this. This past month, I have spent the majority of my time waiting for people and calling them with no response at times they had suggested. What a waste of time.I ended up doing an overhaul of the script, removing a few verses here and there that seemed unneeded in the animatic of “Risalo”. I even went through the painstaking task of checking the Sindhi verses that were typed, against the verses in the books they were from. I found some mistakes and did my best to correct them.My evening/night meeting never happened either. I wish people would at least let me know that they are canceling. I understand that plans change and things come up, but I’ve spent the last month just waiting, and just not believing people when they say we are meeting up at a particular time anymore. I don’t know how to make plans like this. I do make a point to keep reevaluating options and then doing whatever I can, but how do you make plans when no one sticks to them or even lets me know they have changed?I did make a point to create a funny little happy birthday animation for my wife. That was fun to do. Hisam’s brother came by and fixed the fan, which is a much appreciated relief. Plans for monday, shifted to tuesday…

Respite from heat and isolation

I really needed a break. It was another hot morning without a fan. I didn’t feel like eating breakfast. I thought I would try to call my friend Najib sahib, as I had not heard from him in a while. I haven’t been hearing back from most people lately. Everyone is busy.He called me back and invited me over. I grabbed my drawing things and walked over to his place. What a relief. Good company, nice and cool place to draw. What more could I ask for? It was so much better to hang out with Najib sahib, talk art and work on designs at his place, than in the sweltering hostel room.Najib sahib made some delicious daal, and I knocked out a good chunk of my drawing tasks. Afterwards we took a drive to his village, which was past Bhitshah, Hala and Saeedabad. It was a really nice change of pace. There were horses, cows and peacocks around. Everyone was very interested in Najib sahib’s new car. For me, it was just great to be non isolated, and not melting in the heat. Najib sahib is great company, and I am very inspired by his art.

We visited another cousin of his surrounded by beautiful farm land. He had his own little zoo of sorts with all kinds of beautiful animals. We sat around and talked to some tv directors and actors who were there. It was just the change of pace I needed. We head back to Jamshoro after another delicious meal. I ended up staying at Najib sahib’s place to avoid the heat.

No fan...time passes slowly

I worked on drawings for sur Karayal. This involves working on designs for various animals featured in that piece. I had started with studying photos, then sketching them and then trying to push stylization of their shapes. The next step was to apply those shapes into the poses I had storyboarded.The heat was really bad. With a running fan it is quite difficult. Without the fan, I kept falling asleep, then drinking lots of water, trying to draw and just felt very lethargic. I did not get a lot done.In the evening, I ate my dinner, then went up to the roof and slept. Even when I speak to people at the hostel, it is but a few words before I become invisible, back in my own world. I take pleasure in the good food, and zone out in the mess hall tv room for a bit in the evening at times.

Isolation and progress

I received some odd visitors this morning at the hostel. I recognized the hostel staff member who came in to tell me that the room had been allotted to someone else and that my friend Hisam had been spoken to and had agreed, so I needed to hand over the keys. While that is nice, I didn’t feel like just handing over the keys because some guy came up and said so. I said fine, I’ll check into it and give you the keys around lunch. He wanted me to call Hisam then, so I did. Hisam had not agreed to any of this, so the sure thing was actually a bunch of bullshit. I said bye to the guy and he was off. My friend Hisam came by and explained a bit, and reassured that the room was not being given up. He was living there too after all.I was getting ready to meet Muhib sahib who had so graciously offered to give me some time to work on finding Sindhi verses for “Risalo”. Anyway, that turned out to be nonsense. I called Hisam and then said no to the guy regarding giving the key and vacating the room. Hisam came by to visit after a while. After he left, a few other people walked into the room to question me. When I asked for their names, I got no response. It sure is annoying. I find this happens often with other people in the hostel in regards to myself also. They ask who I am and never reply when I ask who they are in return. It increases my sense of isolation and the desire to be done with this.I grabbed a rickshaw and head over to meet Muhib sahib at WAPDA afterwards. It is a bit daunting going up to a power plant. He had a friend pick me up from the colony next door and drive me to his office. We sat down and worked on finding as many verses of the ones left as possible. We ate some daal, then he graciously invited me to his home for lunch part two, which I ate because it was delicious. I was a bit depressed with all the nonsense of people asking who I am, where I am from and then promptly shutting off when I ask the same. I spend too many hours here in isolation, even if there are other people around, as I do not speak Sindhi. It makes me feel as if I were serving out a sentence, rather than trying to create things. I know it’s not as bad as that, but it is still challenging.Muhib sahib dropped me off afterwards, and I spent the rest of the day trying to get work done in the heat. I ended up making lots of phone calls to puppet makers to try and keep things moving..or even get them started. This is one of the many challenges of trying to get puppets made across the border, without being able to go there. This project hinges on a lot of variables that are beyond my direct control.The fan in the room also stopped working, so I slept on the roof as the people who would fix it are off until monday

Meeting some singers

Since I had a version of the script ready for two surs in Sindhi and Urdu, I printed them out at a print shop, then head to Hyderabad to meet Ustad Amb Jogi at Radio Pakistan. It is always quite a journey, taking the bus in the heat to get there, so I try to do several tasks in one go. I stopped at the Adabi Board book shop and picked up a few books I needed before heading to Radio Pakistan.This was the first time that we had something that we could even begin testing out. There were a few singers at the station, so Ustad Amb Jogi asked them to give it a go. At first they looked at the verses and were taken aback. The first response was that they could not sing it. After a bit more explaining and coaxing, they understood that these verses need not be sung as song in the traditional sense. Ustad sahib suggested we drop percussion, thus freeing the singers to express the words in the time they needed with other instruments accompanying them. This made sense to the two singers who gave it a go.While these two surs are to be sung by women, it was still helpful to get someone to give it a try. Ustad sahib had some more work to do before we could leave to meet some female singers he had in mind, so I walked around in search of some more books I needed, around Hyder Chowk, which was down the street. Of course, I also visited my friend Abdul Majeed Sumroo at his office there. He’s such a friendly and fun loving person, despite being very busy, dealing with constant challenges in the printing business.Ustad sahib picked me up after his work and we went to meet the family of Farzana Bahar, a Sindhi singer.We spoke to some family members who were musicians, regarding what we were looking for. The women were out for a bit, but returned soon enough, so we were able to present the project and talk about what we needed. One of the challenges was that a reference would be needed for the correct pronunciation of the original Sindhi verses. I thought of Mehboob Ali Shah sahib. That would be something to figure out. The women would be away performing for the next 5 nights, but we could start looking at this afterwards.In the evening, I returned to Jamshoro and met Shafqat sahib who had offered to help with the script that night. We ended up going to meet a group of friends and it was Javed Solangi sahib who did all the verse hunting that night. Every bit, is a huge help as I still need to complete the surs that will be sung by men.

Fixes and more drawing

Javed came by after work to help with corrections/clarifications on the Sindhi surs. I kept drawing before that during the day. While I am waiting regarding script progress, I am trying to get all of the drawings prepped for my Phool Patti friends in Karachi. I’m just trying to keep focused on moving forward.

Stylizing animals and typing Sindhi

I met Javed at Shahid Sahib’s place to work on typing the surs we had completed. I worked on drawings for Sur Karayal. I played with the shapes of the animals. Previously I drew different poses of swans, crows, cobras and peacocks based on photos. The next step was to look at how those animals have been depicted in miniature paintings and other artwork from the region, adding my spin on top.It was very relaxing to be in an air conditioned room. I felt my energy levels come up and managed to create a lot of sketches. Javed worked for hours while I did that and typed up verses. I don’t know how I would do this without his tireless efforts.

Mehboob Ali Shah and Dinner at Muhib's

I took another morning rickshaw to Mehboob Ali Shah sahib’s place. He was actually preparing for the Urs celebration of his paternal grandfather, but did not want to say no to me, and insisted that I come for an hour or so. We sat down in his bethak. We were going to work on Sur Sorath today and try to find the original verses by Shah Latif that corresponded to the Urdu ones I had chosen from the translation for my film “Risalo”.Mehboob sahib started with the very first verse and the discussion ended up being about it. Again, he used several stories to clarify his point and expressed understandable disappointment that Shaikh Ayaz had seen fit to simply omit that first verse, which set the stage for Bijal and Raja Rai Diyach’s dynamic in the story of Sorath to also be used in verses aside from the folk tale to connect to the story of the Prophet Muhammed visiting God and asked for something as well. The idea that the Raja was so taken by Bijal’s music that he offered his head, citing it as not valuable, just a dirt vessel.Similarly, God, so taken by the Prophet’s love gave everything to him. I’m not doing this justice in my explanation here, but the way each word in that one little verse was dissected and rich with meaning, brings about all of these connections and allusions. While we did not work on finding the verses today either, I really appreciate these riches of knowledge that give me a chance to see different interpretations of Shah Latif’s verse and put it in a larger context.I appreciated the session, but I also felt worried about being able to get these verses completed in terms of finding the Sindhi verses I needed. It is hard, because the task is not in my hands. I came back to the hostel and finished the design for the Sohni puppet. Then I head out on the long, sweaty ride to the city (Hyderabad) to pick up another translation of Shah Jo Risalo that included Sindhi, Urdu and English. Perhaps this would help me find some of these verses.

I kind of forgot that it was Friday. All the book shops were closed. Thankfully I had come for one other thing as well. I went and treated myself to a Chinese restaurant that I saw every time I went into town. The food was really good and there was plenty left. I knew that this was the only way my friends would let me treat them to a meal, so I went and visited Abdul Majeed Soomro sahib afterwards, with plenty of food.It was fun to catch up. I even had that apple soda I had been craving for a week. Then I head out to try one more store, which was also closed and then hopped on a bus to head back to the city.The heat takes a lot out of you, whether you go out in a bus, or even sit in the hostel room all day. It’s pretty oppressive. I rested a bit, then did my English tutoring. After that I waited, as a few friends were taking me to a dinner at Muhib sahib’s place.

We went all the way out to the WAPDA (power company) housing society where he lived. The way there was as usual a series of near death experiences on the terrifying road.Once we got there, it was really nice. I had been pretty out of it when they got me, from the heat. Though I kept drinking lots of water, and taking baths, it is hot, even at night. Once we were there, the AC was running, I sat down and felt much better very quickly.Muhib sahib sat with me and went over Sur Karayal (which I am adapting with a Peacock and Snake story in “Risalo”). He had basically found all the verses for those three pages already and marked them for me. Now he was explaining the richness and beauty of those verses and several others, which was extremely valuable for me.We all shared an amazing dinner together, then sat afterwards. His little sons were a welcome change from my evenings in the sweltering hostel, thinking about work. They are very cute and funny. It made me think of my niece, whom I really miss, that much more, but the night was really helpful. The help with the work was huge, and just the change of pace and such nice people helped lift my spirits and give me some more energy to get through another day.

Moomal Rano with Mehboob Ali Shah

I went to see Mehboob Ali Shah sahib in the morning. We sat down. I shared the drawings and animatic for my project “Risalo”. He had asked me to bring by these things to share at the end of our last meeting, so I made sure to do so. He took time to understand what I was trying to do, and asked questions for clarification, then shared some suggestions. Seeing the photos of puppets, he thought of a verse related to the story of Moomal Rano, which seemed to fit. It was a verse about how things that don’t speak can tell you more than words sometimes. He started to share some interesting insights into the story of Moomal Rano as told by Shah Latif in his poetry.At one point in the story, Rano has been away from his love Moomal for a while and returns in the night to see that behind the curtain of her bed there were two figures sleeping in the bed.He does not step closer to see who it is, thinking it best to accept that she was with another man, and let her be with her choice. There is no violent reaction either. He simply places his walking stick or staff beside the bed, and leaves, as he came, quietly in the night.Moomal wakes up the next morning and sees the staff and realizes that Rano had come in the night and left. The other figure in her bed, had just been her sister. It was all a big mix up and now Rano had gone far away to where he was from, and Moomal had no chance to reconnect. In typical melodramatic style, they never meet again, so goes the popular folk tale.Shah Latif, the great Sindhi sufi poet used this as a vehicle to say something more and that is what Mehboob Ali Shah sahib was explaining to me. When I had read it, I just felt that Rano was a bit dramatic and stubborn. Moomal had not done anything wrong and so I did not understand why in later verses she was thanking him for the lesson he taught her.She said that he taught her more with his silence and that gesture of leaving the walking stick by her bed than he could have with words. Mehboob sahib shared the Sindhi verses and translated word for word to share some of the rich beauty of Latif’s words with me. I had read the Urdu translation by Sheikh Ayaz, which is beautiful, but as I began to learn, had omitted quite a bit.Mehboob sahib went into a few stories to illustrate another aspect of what was going on in this story as told in the poetry. Just as only a single sword fits in a scabbard, so only one can live in your heart. The idea, was that the one in your heart needed to be God. The story in affect, was illustrating that point. The story of Moomal Rano was just a vehicle for Shah Latif to express this thought. In the Islamic tradition, God’s aspects are mostly in service to creation, be it compassion, beneficent etc. God asks for only one thing, and that is to be unassociated with any other. This is the lesson she is thankful for here.This wasn’t about a man and a woman meeting, but about a human being’s relationship with God. Mehboob sahib further gave example of a story of Hazrat Ali who had vanquished a warrior in battle and was about to take his life, when the man kneeling before him spit in his mouth. The story goes that Hazrat Ali stopped his sword and told the man to stand. The man stood. He asked why he had done that. The man replied that he wanted to anger Hazrat Ali so that he would bring down his sword faster and without any doubt and end it all.Instead, the story goes, that Hazrat Ali tells him that he is free to go. The man is shocked and asks why. The response is that to kill him now would be to satisfy his own ego, out of personal anger, rather than as the will of God. These kinds of examples are interesting. While not quite in tune with my feelings on how to do things. I am getting interesting perspectives and stories from a Sufi Islamic perspective as well as from a few other friends who are communists. It is fascinating to see the range of what people pick out and own in this beautiful poetry, and which stories they link the work to.The story goes on, that the man is so taken aback by Hazrat Ali’s honor and fear of God, that he stops and asks if he can become a Muslim. Hazrat Ali says sure, but why? Both fierce combatants, he says that he did not think Hazrat Ali would fear anything, but that he feared God and had such honor that it inspired him to join. All religions have such stories of obedience and violence. They are also a product of the cultural norms of their times, but in this case the story was told by Mehboob sahib to illustrate the commitment to God, that even one’s ego or in urdu khudi was not to occupy that place of most importance in ones heart.I enjoy the way Mehboob sahib tells several stories to explain the ideas behind each verse of poetry. Another story he shared was of a famous Pakistani singer, who facing a sad illness and failing at all treatments, mentioned in an interview that if she was given time in her life, she would devote herself to sing only praises of the Prophet Muhammed. This is a pretty natural response when facing ones mortality to seek the help or favor of God. However, the point in the poetry was that the place of the creator should always be paramount in your heart, not just when you need help.So in the end, the idea was that Moomal and Rano were representing the relationship between created and creator. When God was out of her mind, Moomal allowed her sister to take that place where God belonged, and then suffered that separation from her beloved, God. It was certainly an interesting point of view and from a structural point of view, gave the story more sense.At that point, our time was up as Mehboob sahib had let me know before hand that he had to attend to other tasks at that time. Yet he did not rush me to go. Like a true teacher, he stopped and shared another thought. He told me of a conversation his mother and father had when he was much younger. She was reassured by four of her sons and the good jobs they had, but she worried about the one son, who seemed not to have figured out what he was going to do. I asked, “Which son might that be?” with a smile. Mehboob sahib smiled then told of how his father told his mother not to worry about him, for to him he would give his knowledge and a river would flow and provide for him. So it was that he continued his father’s tradition of imparting the deep wisdom of Shah Latif to people as well as the verse of his father.He continued by connecting the story to me by reassuring me that though I may not know what immediate gains or successes may or may not come of the work I do, that as I continue, it would certainly bring benefits that I may not even fathom right now. I had not mentioned my concerns or tribulations of this project, beyond that I needed help finding the Sindhi verses. Yet, I thought it so kind of him to think of me and what I might face as challenges in what I am doing, and to say something kind and reassuring, even encouraging to me.I really appreciate the vote of confidence. In fact he even suggested that I take a verse of his father’s and put it to puppetry, which is a very sweet endorsement of what I am trying to do. All of these deeply knowledgable people, including Javed Solangi and Shafqat Qadri sahib as well are pouring out the gifts of their knowledge to help me.Lastly, Mehboob sahib related another verse of Shah Latif’s regarding serving the ocean, for the tiniest of treasures gleaned from it would be enough to satisfy ones needs forever. There are many ways to look upon each verse. He shared that the ocean which certainly feels without limit, represented the limitlessness of God and that once you served God with love and humility, that God too would take care of you.Afterwards, I visited Zulfikar Ali Gopang sahib who had encouraged me to meet Mehboob sahib to begin with and we chatted for a while about his own connections starting with his father and Mehboob sahib’s connection going back, and how generous they had always been with their knowledge.I spent the rest of the day digesting knowledge and working on the design for the Sohni puppet. In the evening I did a bit of tutoring in English reading to Naveed Mohammed, who works at the corner store. He had stopped his schooling at grade 5 years ago, and was interested in learning.Afterwards, I went down the street to meet Solangi sahib and Moeeb sahib. Moeeb sahib was the Shah Latif expert we had been waiting for. Solangi sahib and several other friends had kept saying that he was the one to meet and work on this whole reverse engineering translated Urdu verses to Sindhi verses for the “Risalo” script. He had been gone for a couple of weeks, and had just returned. It was good to meet. We discussed a few pieces of poetry, and he shared many beautiful verses with detailed on the spot translations for my benefit. Such is the love that people have for this wonderful poet, Shah Latif.There was more talk of how the Urdu translation so heavily veered away from the source material, which really worried me as I am running out of time. This step of the process had taken way too long already. It was good to know people’s thoughts and they were right, but I also shared my ground realities and limitations. I needed to move on and get this project actually going so that one day I could go home to my family and life and also actually create this film rather than abandon it.The friends reassured me that they would help me make this happen, then I got dropped back at the hostel and called it a night.

Sorath with Mehboob Ali Shah

I woke up early, got ready and hopped on a rickshaw to see Mehboob Ali Shah sahib. I got there a bit before our meeting time of 8 am. I called him, then sat down in his bethak (sitting area).He came out with three cups of tea, and his warm nature. He was looking around for someone else that was there, hence the third cup, but did not see him, so I got some more tea. We sat down and I waited to let him lead the conversation.We talked a bit about teaching here and as the conversation logically lead that way, it made sense for me to share more about “Risalo”, as well as past projects in Jamshoro with the help of friends here. It can be a lot of information to share, so I share it when people are curious. After all, they have a right to know about me too, as they are investing their time and thought towards my efforts.He shared a lot of relevant and interesting stories throughout our conversation. In fact, before we even got to the poetry, he spent a good hour on discussing humility through the example of a story of the prophet Musa (Moses), and how even after achieving so much, God asked him to go to a seemingly random person to learn from. He went, and the man did things that seemed dishonest, cruel, and evil. At each step, Musa could not contain himself and spoke up. The person told him if he spoke up again, he would be sent on his way. At the second time, he was given a final chance.He did not manage to stay silent and was sent packing, disheartened. The man stopped him and did explain why he had done the cruel acts he had commit in front of him. There was an idea of how each of those acts was really to benefit others as told to him by God. While those acts themselves, and that particular mode of “belief” is not exactly how I feel, the moral of the story was very relevant. The idea that even when you feel you know a great deal or are accomplished, let there be humility. Life or God, may push you into situations where you are forced to learn these lessons. What I have written is a brief summary, that really doesn’t do justice to how fantastic a storyteller Mehboob sahib is.We also discussed the idea of payment for his help. He refused any monetary compensation. What he did ask of me, was something greater and something I intended, but have only more reason and need to fulfill with the help of each person I meet along the way. He wanted me to do this film, but not let my work end at that. He requested, that in lieu of payment for his efforts, I should do my part to take Shah Abdul Latif Bhitai’s poetry and message, back to Lahore, to other parts of Pakistan and to the world in a meaningful way. I take this responsibility seriously, and will continue to try and learn from Latif’s example and do my part to take his work to the world.We worked on poetry for several hours. The portion we worked on today came from a different sur, other than Sorath, which I used to bring in some of the background to the story presented in Sorath, but not featured in Latif’s poetry. With great care and attention to detail, we went over that entire chapter. I see more and more, that Sheikh Ayaz, upon whose Urdu translation of Shah Latif’s poetry; “Shah Jo Risalo” my work is based, did a lot of rearranging of the verses in a sense as I did too for this film. That makes it much more difficult to find the sources, as we are not looking for direct translations, but trying to find those verses from which these meanings were extracted into beautiful Urdu poetry.After completing that section, piece by painstaking piece, we were done for the day. Mehboob sahib continued with a few more stories, that seemed to fit well with adjusting my own state of mind. He shared a story of Hazrat Ali, the son in law of the prophet Mohammed. Hazrat Ali spoke of how he finds God in his own failures to reach his goals. In essence, that when he strives for something and finds himself beset upon by missteps or obstacles, it is within those challenges that he remembers God or feels his presence in guiding himself forward. Perhaps those missteps or obstacles are not really that. Perhaps they are the steps that guide you forward, just not in the way you expect. I’m not going to lie. I get the logic, it’s just hard to set my mind into being able to flow with it without frustration.I head back to the hostel. I went through and wrote blog posts for the week. When going day by day, it feels like I am wasting away, with little hope at progress, but when I write it all down, there is indeed progress, albeit painfully slow.